hmm; lets see...
didn't blog for a long time lo, seems like its time to update.
yupps. its really time to.
maybe i shall be posting everything that i think from the bottom of my heart bahs;
but seriously;
NO OFFENCE!!
might be a little naggy/crappy.
hahas.
let's start then.
recently lots of things happened.
bad ones and good ones.
the 3rd of june;the 100th day of my grandfather.
early in the morning i went to the temple at Bedok.
had lots of prayers; the prayer started at around 10.30 and everything ended at around 6 plus.
was tiring though; but for daddy[this is wat i call my grandfather], it won't be tiring at all!
i miss him alot alot; till now i still can't believe it.
i love him so much; he was one of the closest person to miie!!
but he's gone; i can't accept it; why must the god takes him away?
haiis. i miss him alot!!
haiis.
the 4th of june;hmm. went out wif xiong(:
went to bishan!
then walk walk, took neoprint!
i so loved that neoprint alot!
hahas.
saw yang chen ling having the autograph session.
lots of ppl!
then after that went to sunplaza and eat my dinner.
went home after that.
happy 1yr4mths!
the 5th of june to 7th of june;oh its monday!
in the morning i was so sick!
i had bad headaches; sore throat and flu!
oh no!
i still had to go to my aunty's house!
for three days!
u see.
hahas.
during the three days, we played, watch tv and mostly using the com lorrs.
hahas
we played chess; blockade; checkers on the internet; the nickelodean web.
hahas.
damn fun!. but i lost most of the times! arrgh!
hahas. cannot blame oso.
cause i wasn't good at this games.
she plays it all the time, thats why!
hahas.
i'm finding excuses for myself. xp
okie i went home on wednesday afternoon.
the 7th of june;in the evening; went to planet.
i met germain and celesta at the mrt station then off we go!
hahas
on the train; miie and germain was like siao; we are mad!
hahas. siao siao de.
the minute we stepped out of the station,
we had a really weird feeling.
i had this scared feeling and its so weird.
this is the first time going to planet and i feels this way.
nvm, we carried on walking.
till we reached the path, we stood there.
the moment i was there, the atmosphere was totally cold!
and the feeling that i have is 'oh, we're not welcomed here!'
i really do feel it.
i felt that i'm just an outsider.
everybody go there and have fun, relax, practice.
but i'm just there practicing, thats all i have, perhaps some fun.
i felt that sometimes, i'm forcing a smile out of me.i just don't feel myself there, it wasn't so bad last time.
i tried toking to the both of u, but wat did u gave me?
i said 'hi', but none of u said a 'hi' back, except ruxuan if i'm not wrong.
sometimes, a 'hi' is the most important word of the day.
if u don't even say a 'hi', ppl's thought will run wild.
and the way u say the 'hi' makes a difference.
u get wat i mean?
yupps.the rest i don't wan to elaborate.the 8th of june;i went to causeway to meet my mum.
i saw germain and john there.
then i went to walk walk wif them.
hhahas.
there's winnie the pooh anf friends at causeway!
i took a picture with them!
hahas..
after that had dinner and went home.
end here.