well, i was thinking about this in school, i shall write it here then. but first, school! oh hoho! almost the whole day in school was free period. teachers were absent. i'm so fucking angry today! what the fuck!
okay, i shall calm down and vent my anger later on. now, i'm gonna start the topic now.first and foremost,
SERIOUSLY NO OFFENCE. second and foremost, this is
MY blog,
MY post, i can write anything i like. if you don't wish to continue reading, see that cross on the top-right hand corner? click it! and you are out of here. i didn't force you to read it. not as if i'm forcing you to read with a gun pointing at you. so if you don't like it, leave then.
People tends to grow up and change, be it physically or mentally. you and i, everyone, grows up and change. BUT no one is ever perfect. there is always improvement for everything. no perfection in life.
i may know the past you, but not the now you. i may like the past you, but not the now you. you might also be feeling the same, am i right? you may feel that i changed. Yes, i agree that i've changed. honestly, sometimes i want to be/feel myself, but i can't.
i've changed. to most of you, you all might loathe me now. do you all think i want it? HUH?! of course not! in the past, i've been a happy-go-lucky, free from problems girl, but now, i've become more attitude, pressurized,stressed. i don't want it!seriously, i don't want it!
i've been trying to get back that HAPPY me, i'm trying my best.but somehow, people just like to think negatively. Everyone changed, just that you didn't notice it but others will notice it.
Next, copycats/hyprocrites/blahblahblah,
first, copying. does having the same things with you means people are copying you? huh?! why can't people have the same thing as you? if i bought something, and you did not know i've bought it, and you buy it, does that mean you are copying me? is having the same thing with each other a
CRIME?! the law doesn't says so!why be so sensitive? huh?! having a same thing with you but different colour or design is also counted as copying you? huh?! if you like that thing with that colour, but someone bought it and you noe it, are you going to give that thing up and buy another one with another colour which is not your first choice? huh?! if you noe that person have buy that thing, you may wan to buy the same thing but with a different colour or wat.
next, hyprocrites/blahblahblah.do you people want to be one? do you know how it feels like when people says you? the first moment you are so good to me and talk things about another person behind his/her back and the next moment, you are like so damn good to that person and talks thing behind my back. why are there people like that on earth?these things always leads to quarrelings. i just don't understand.you come to me saying that you don't like him/her,then why are you like so good to them the next moment?huh?! just don't understand why people are like that?
in conclusion, everyone changed, copying is not a CRIME! hyprocrites, i have nothing to say! every point up there seems to be all the cause of question marks in my mind.
all the '
you-s' up there is an example.
okay, now that i've finished writing my '
essay',some of you might have comments, seriously speaking, you may leave all your comments to yourself, unless i asked. it is appreciated! some of you might feel offended. but in the beginning i already said, you may leave if you don't like it.
to you:
are you trying to find trouble? mind you, stop accusing me and shut that GAP of yours! i didn't interfere your life, so you better stay away from my life too. don't you dare put words in my mouth. all the talkings are not even helping. you don't even noe wat happened.if you want to say me, come straight to me. stop gossiping and saying behind my back.stop being so sensitive. you might say that i am like that too,this is because you were the one gossiping about me behind my back first.why kpkb? this is to another person:what are you trying to do? why are you so sensitive? you've got it all wrong. that web is open for the people world-wide. why can't i even get songs from there? huh?! is it only you can go there and find song? i'm wondering, is it wrong that i put songs in MY blog? i may get the song from the web where you get yours, but come on lahs! your song is like totally different from mine lorrs! is this call copying? so many people get songs from there and they are all copying you?! is that what you meant?! so please lahs! don't accuse me of things. i might get it from the web where you get it but its totally different songs lahs. if i have the same song as you, you may say that i copied you or wat, but now is that i have a different song as you and you kpkb. what would you think if i put the song first and you get a different song from the same web i get from and i accuse you of copying me?! of course you will say that your song is different from mine rights?and you will feel so agitated rights?! stand in my shoes and think! we drifted really really far apart already, becoming more like strangers. we aren't what we used to be already. the past might just be a happy moment that's just all illusions.i may not even talk to you for a long long time. so blessings to you and him. believe in yourself and not others. don't listen to stories!
to those who reads this post, again, you may have comments. but you may keep it to urself. unless i asked. and pls do not go around telling stories. you want to know, come personally to me.YOUR CO-OPERATION IS SO MUCH APPRECIATED! THANK YOU!i going to sleep already. byes!
i'm so cold and i miss your hug. hehe.
