long since i blog. yepp. was rather busy this week. as there is orals and stuffs. the next week, it will be more busy. exams are coming! time to buck up! ahh!
motivation needed!
today, i broke down again.i know u don't like me to cry, i try not to already. but tears just keep rolling down on its own.talked to nicole;yuai;celesta, feeling much more better after i talk.
thanks girls! i received advices and stuffs. i promise i will change if there is anything i have done wrong.and u have to tell me,if not, i won't noe. i admit,i may be sensitive sometimes, i will get jealous and stuffs at times, why is this so? its all because i have
concern/care for you, i
need you, i
love you,
WO ZAI HU NI!!!
i just want to feel more
secure; love; care; concern.i need your
support too! i wan to go through all obstacles in life with you!
you! you!YOU!! do you know that?
i
miss all your sweet talks! i
miss you every now and then! i always looks forward to seeing you.you know that?
i always feel guilty and sorry whenever i kind of scolded you, i didn't mean it. cause i, too, wants you to change for the better. you, too, wanted me to change, i'm trying.
i promise i promise i promise, i
will will will! let us go through this together alrights. give me ur support, i'll give you mine. i'll always be there with you. and, i need time, give me time. i can't change within a short while. understand me
please. i don't want to see you get hurt/sad either.
darling;
hope u understands okie. u're the one and only one.muacks.i'm really tired already. need go get sleep. haven't been sleeping well. byes!
