we had maths test, chemistry test and FandN test. i
flunked all the test. i guess. i tried my really best today already.i did not have enough time to finish my maths, i tried to do all the questions in chem but i still have problems with it, and FandN, guess it was really my problem cause i for it. haiis. end of the year exam is coming, its really really high time to study!
yes, i'm scared, i'm scared of lots of things. i'm scared that i can't be able to score for exams, i'm scared that i will drop, i'm scared to lose you.I'M SCARED! i'm so confused with all these, i'm getting
frustrated/pek chek. when ever i thinks of all these things, i felt
USELESS! SOMEBODY HELP ME!=(
i know that crying isn't the way, i tried not to already. but it would let me feel better after cying it out.its not to seek attention or what-so-ever. i'm going crazy! i really am. i feel so useless when it comes to this, i really don't know what to do. i'll have moodswings, images of lots of things that happen, i couldn't take it and i breakdown.='(
just a hug and comfort from you, and i'll feel so much more better. just a sweet msg from you, it can change the whole day!
you told me you will change, and i'll be waiting.
if i were to meet a genie and will be granted 3 wishes, i wish that:- we give each other our trusts, sense of security, support,etc
- we'll cherish and treasure each other more than the past.
- [i'll be thinking of this third wish, will update it soon, await for my updates!]
ALAKAZAM! ALAKAMO! LET ALL THIS BE REAL!!!! *poof*well well, all this
exists only in
fairytale? it doesn't
exist in real life? haiis. if it were to exist, and the wishes were granted, i guess i'm the
happiest/luckiest girl! you'll see smile on me everyday!
7 more days, to another month, do you remember?
LOVE YOU!
