i've not update for a long long time! sorry for the late update.
on thursday, i met edwin up and then went to nicole's house. edwin wanted to use the computer as his is spoilt. then like went there to slack, talk and stuffs. had dinner with nicole and talk damn long.
on friday, around 12 plus, met up edwin, nicole and celesta. then went to vivo to find ernie.they're having a show. we actually not meeting so early, because edwin wanted us to accompany him there. so we met this early.around evening, went to BUDGET TERMINAL. ernie has another show there. so we were like at han's eating and talking. i mean we can talk for long and talk about everything, anything! i love them lahs. then after that,
home-ed.
yeaterday, went to a x'mas party. i know its early to celebrate it. but i'm not sure why they celebrate so early for? the theme for the younger ones was office wear and the adults was back to school.but not many followed.went to aunty jo-ann's sister's house. i tell you, the house is like god damn it nice! and it has a pool, and like really big! the toilet of the master bed room is like so damn it big! still got a 2 seater bench and a sofa seat in the toilet. alot of toilets in the house. alot of mosquitos too. i went there for blood donation, to the mosquitos. had buffet. then there were some games for the youngsters, but i just played one. was actually just helping out.then tug-o-war!! girls one team, guys one. my hand's all red now. then me and isa just walked around and slacked. then played yahoo games with isa for awhile. then back to isa's house.the party this year is actually not too bad, a little bored. not into those games anymore.
today; the whole day was at isa's house. whole day was actually doing nothing. just playing the computer. then, mandy keep asking me to play with her. she kept waiting. then i played chess and blockade on the internet with her. sometimes i really feel sorry and pity for her. because isa is like always give her cold shoulder and sometimes she will get scoldings from us. sometimes is really cannot stand then will. but i find isa's way not really good, because both of them are those kind of a little 'gong zu' type. so i don't know wat to do also. rahhh.. both of them are sleeping now. my free time. free time also no use, sit here think of things only..on the net, i seen everything i could already. and the stupid game is downloading so slow!
rights, i'm still thinking of you, i'm still missing you. i find myself trap.trap in this deep deep hole. hard for me to not to think. going out with the peeps, i can be happy only for that period when i'm with them.they made me occupied with things. how i misses those days, those times, those hugs, everything! well, i'm still gonna make it to my goals which i told myself that i have to make it.one of them is to overcome my phobia, yes, the dogs. i'm scared of it. however, i'm gonna use all my ways to overcome it. guess how did this goal came by?...it was actually.. everytime, i go to your house, i find myself really cruel. locking the dog in a corner. i can't pet it, i can't carry it. even if i have the urge, i don't have the courage. was actually gonna be a surprise for you? but no more..ernie told me, be strong, and i'll try my best.
i'm not going to make this paragraph tiny, because i don't want to strain your eyes because its too long.
i'll continue tomorrow.. to many to write.. awaits for my update people!
