FREAK!
yes, it is, monday blues i'm having. i wasn't in a really good mood at the starting of the day so people who talked to me, mostly got attitudes from me. i'm so sorry.=/
i seriously don't know what happen to me! i'm not me today, i know that. i just don't feel like talking to anyone? i didn't sleep well for like don't know how many days, coughing throughout the nights, its just so painful, my ears and throat.and for last night, i slept at 2. i tried pulling myself back to normal, but i can't. the moment i went up, it went way deep down again. )=
i survived through f&n and art, i thought, recess would just bring me back, yes it did, but its just for awhile. maths, shan't elaborate. was damn it irritated and angry! i just don't know why, i got so stressed up with everything, and teared. flashbacks came back again.. )'=
for the next 3 periods, its mr lim's lessons. 2 periods of geography, 1 period of english. well, i thought how am i going to survive through? well, luckily mr lim's lesson are better than the rest, i just forced myself to pay attention on geography, i just have to. things just brightens up that little little bit. chemistry rememdial was like a MUST pay attention thing for me. so i just kind of find ways to keep myself awake. =\
no one knows how i'm feeling, one or two perhaps, i guess.
i just hope what i feels/said/thinks ain't true. and no one is going to influence me.
&that you wouldn't know...
