oh man! i had my surgery today. when i reached, was like getting more and more anxious. and went to see the surgeon. then, he check already, and i went out. then no one can accompany me inside. then mummy was like outside waiting.
then i was like 'huh?' and i went in, the 'room', quite big and only me, and the surgeon and the nurses. and the lights, and the equipments, the atmosphere was like quite cold.and like quite scary. after that, need to inject to make the area numb and the surgeon was like 'this will hurt a little only.' then i started grabbing the bed so damn tight. and yes, hurt a little but its not only once, is like 5 to 6 times. oh my god!
then he took a equipment to start 'cutting'. and this is where i saw till. after this, i just had both hands infront of my eyes and close my eyes. so scared can? cannot see already, i still can hear, i can feel that little bit also! awhile later, he was like stitching back, i can feel the pull when he is pulling the 'thread'. throughout the surgery, i just close my eyes and tears flow out.)=
after the surgery is done, i can walk, but, i cannot walk as fast.
i have to skip P.E lessons for like 2 weeks? and no playing and stuffs? and its so bored.
2 weeks later, i'm going back again.
and ya, thanks for all those messages and encouraging words. appreciate it much! MILLION THANKS!
