had F&N practical today. things was all screwed up. instead of 4 dish, i did only 3. everything was so in a rush. but did manage to finish? my heart wasn't there, i just went into deep thoughts of things somehow at some time. stand all the way through the 2 hours. went to the hall to watch a movie, sat down and its like my legs start to ache and cramp.
the stuffs for F&N was like very heavy. plus, the weather in the morning was terrible. i went to school and was drenched. mummy nags about why is the ingredients so expensive? why not the school give budget? i agree with her. but how, i really have to thank her! she help me with everything. although the possibility of her seeing this is really low, almost 0%, i still have to thank her! I LOVE MUMMY!(:
this few days, mummy did talk to me a little, on almost anything; friends, relationship. been so long since i talk to her regarding these. flipped through the albums and realised, so much change in my life. and i love listening to mummy's story. almost on any topic. and ya, my brother and my parents are like totally into SODUKU. look, they snatch for the book when they have nothing to do. and mummy can bring the book almost to anywhere she goes. she can't stand my father 'snatching' her book, so she bought another one. now, they each have one. i tried half a puzzle when i'm waiting for the bathroom, well, not too bad. but i won't stay too long on the book, if not i'll see numbers..
finally, it was passed to you today. but will you be reading it? or is it going to end up in the bin? ): just hopes you understand. and i'll be waiting. i saw you, you saw me, was that expression suppose to be angry? sad? or? i didn't know how to express myself. all i could was to look at you turned back...
&am i learning to be independant without you?}
{the call; i'm waiting
