i felt betrayed, yes i do. you've let me down, really disappointed.
i gave you all the trust but you, took it for granted and betrayed it. i'm not a replacement for her, i hate it, don't take me as a one. I'M NOT!
i've decided,a breakup might be. although i don't want to, i'm forced,but i have no choice. because i don't want to carry on like that anymore.all that you said was a LIE! a BIG BIG LIE! don't tell me things when you don't meant it. it seriously hurts. )': you only thinks for yourself, what about me? )':
after days and days of 'on and off' weepings, the tears are dried up, i felt so numb. i can't cry out. i felt really tired and it hurts so badly on the inside.its such a torture. don't say 'sorry' because 'sorry' can't cure anything, 'sorry' can't bring us back. 'sorry' is just so meaningless to be said.
leave everything to god? there are just too many things to be said and question-ed, just too many. i don't know what's the next thing thats going to happen. was suppose to pass you the thing on friday, can't get you. monday then. =/
maybe it should be me saying sorry, but i know, its meaningless to say it. ):
& I LONGED TO BE GONE}
