I don't know if i did something wrong. I just felt, bad. Everything came at one go and happened so fast that i didn't even have the chance to react, nope. Now that i can reflect and think of it, it really troubles me, SO MUCH! :(
Being the leader ain't easy, moreover they are friends. I don't know who can understand my situation but yes, the stress is there. I have doubts in me, i don't know but i'm afraid that i'll not be able to be a good leader, I don't know what to do. Wanting to be firm but fear of going over the line. I'm so sorry, no hard feelings. :(
Daddy, if you hear me, tell me what to do? I'm left here, i don't know where to head to. :(
I miss home.. so much.